like usual "dah lama gak post"

skolah masuk, les masuk juga.
unfortunately, in my school i just get the second rank and in my english course i failed to get the outstanding program. huf. (ini ajah inggrisnya masih acak2an yah. haha)

hmm. deepest in my heart, i wanna share to all of you what does my heart feeling.
but i think it's too embarrassing.
sometimes my mind thinks, "how can i feel that kind of feeling?"
as a normal person of course i can sense that feeling.
but i think it just my stupidity. hah. every my words make me more like the hapless and foolish girl.

i dunno what does your mind think about me. bored ? hate me ? disincline to chat or just say hi to me ? or any other dislike things ...

almost everyday you fill my mind, always spin in my brain.
and i don't think so that you ever feel that kind of feeling to me.
maybe i just wonder wonder and wonder ...
and now, i must awake and look at the fact ...
so i decide to forget all things that happened to me (and also you) .

let it be the beautiful dream for me ~ ( although it's painful :] )