when there was me and you

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
That's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
but then you went and changed the words
now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you ......



hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ....

like usual "dah lama gak post"

skolah masuk, les masuk juga.
unfortunately, in my school i just get the second rank and in my english course i failed to get the outstanding program. huf. (ini ajah inggrisnya masih acak2an yah. haha)

hmm. deepest in my heart, i wanna share to all of you what does my heart feeling.
but i think it's too embarrassing.
sometimes my mind thinks, "how can i feel that kind of feeling?"
as a normal person of course i can sense that feeling.
but i think it just my stupidity. hah. every my words make me more like the hapless and foolish girl.

i dunno what does your mind think about me. bored ? hate me ? disincline to chat or just say hi to me ? or any other dislike things ...

almost everyday you fill my mind, always spin in my brain.
and i don't think so that you ever feel that kind of feeling to me.
maybe i just wonder wonder and wonder ...
and now, i must awake and look at the fact ...
so i decide to forget all things that happened to me (and also you) .

let it be the beautiful dream for me ~ ( although it's painful :] )